Battleangel | Personal

It’s been an awful couple of months. Following recent events, which I was never able to fully cope with, I have been unable to accomplish much of anything. Things have been slow all in all. And then came the holidays and things really ground to a halt. Holidays tend to do that. Nothing to do but watch reruns on TV and reminisce in general.

Elsewhere I was bogged down by a political science essay on United Nations reform. As if things weren’t bad enough. I’ve never been good at writing, at least not when the desired result is synchronized mass of consistent ideas. And I’ve never taken kindly to the academic paper chase.

Hopefully I can reboot my life this spring, get back to some sort of normality and not gaze deeper into the abyss. At the very least turn all this rage and bile inside out and serve it to those who have it coming. It’s one way to cope I suppose. But right now, and for the first time in a long while, I lack plans for the future.